SUICIDE

 

Suicide

 

** WARNING: The ‘Suicide’ Writing Piece may be distressing or traumatic for those of you whom have been affected by suicide, please use discretion before attempting to read this piece. **

 

 

I did not plan this for my life

I never considered it’s severing knife

To cut deep, in pains turmoil

Struggling each day, in tears and toil

 

Appearing to be a person of vigour

I was not to know the hurts that trigger

Dislocating my visions, and my dreams

Somehow, rendering me powerless it seems

 

The brightness of the sky, no longer a delight

The warmth of sunshine, no longer a sight

The touch of a loved one, no longer a motivation

The laughs that linger, no longer an inspiration

 

The nights hinder, with thoughts too merciless

The mornings begin, without the nights rest

My energy consumed, by remaining alert

Weakness robs me, with my strength it flirts

 

I attempt profusely, to focus on affirmation

While my lack of drive, saps my concentration

My body so tired from fighting this battle

My mind so consumed with thoughts that rattle

 

I was once so independent, now a burdened soul

I was once vivacious, now a gapping hole

My footsteps of resolve, determination and pride

Have been buried from my being, somewhere inside

 

Thankful for all I’ve had, that I cannot stay for

Im grateful for family and friends, I implore

to remember me in times of love and laughter

remember not to forget me like this, after

 

Forgive me, for leaving you this way

Forgive me, for the unspoken say

Forgive me, for this suicide choice

Despair and agony defeated my fight, my voice

 

Salwa Samra © 2011

All rights reserved. Reproduction in whole or part without permission is prohibited.

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About salwasamra

Salwa is the owner and creator of Poet's Room. Salwa has a passion to have Poetry rise from the ashes of days gone by to modern day reading material. Poet’s Room will offer the reader the opportunity to sit within its room, enjoy of its surroundings through words that will touch any reader. Pick and choose from Salwa's varied assortments. Poet’s Room is welcoming, intriguing, and inspiring. Take a tour, relax, contemplate and enjoy the variety of Poetry. www.salwasamra.com Salwa has authored two books, a Non Fiction book - "Web of Losing Me," and "Poet's Room - Volume I." As a writer of Non-Fiction, Poetry, Creative Writings and Fiction, Salwa extends herself in many writing projects. Salwa has contributed a short story - Dreams Didgeridoo - to an Australian Anthology. Salwa is currently working on her third book - Colour Me In - a fiction story of a young lady and her forceful culture. Salwa's Lebanese culture is deep-seated in poetry and philosophy, her writings are influenced by her historic culture. Throughout Salwa's growing years her father habitually recited Arabic Poetry. Though Salwa couldn't understand most of the poetic words because they were in classic Arabic it truly did have an impact on her and her writings. The richness of the words, the depths of affluence on Salwa's cultural history, traditions, and customs, has truly reigned in Salwa to follow through in her poetic writings. Salwa commit's herself to continue in this depth from her culture, and its richness of philosophy and poetry. Her desire is to encourage the reader to think beyond what is written, to contemplate life's experiences, to long to be intrigued, and inspired, thus, Salwa finds herself writing about topics that reflect nature, emotions, sentiment, and experiences of the human body, mind, and spirit, consequently, reaching further into the culture that built in Salwa the love for poetry, the passion for writing. Salwa's Christian faith is another integral facet of her writings, being the cornerstone of her inspirations. Her study in Theology and Creation has influenced Salwa to share with her readers the beauty, diversity and challenges the world has to offer.
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5 Responses to SUICIDE

  1. Inga Hel says:

    Wow, this is so great. Sad, but still so great.

  2. Inga Hel says:

    Wow this is so great. Sad, painful,but so great.

  3. Maggie Mae says:

    Very painful! You did an incredible job portraying that voice! Thanks for sharing this with me!

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